I , as a maker often get confussed about making for fashion , making for art or making for makings sake .
With every day I am getting older these questions hold more weight on me than ever before . Not only do I think about it more , I also react to the question in a curious kind of way....... ‘Why has it taking me so long to do what I want ?’
I always knew that I am not just a maker . A maker of beautiful things, a maker of useful and practical things and a maker with a strong back ground of training . In me lingered the need to create, make funny things, weird things and totallly impractical things . Even so the soul, for a better word was screaming at me to do more of it, I , my ego , did often turn a deaf ear to the call. What was I afraid off? Afraid of being judged by my peers? Afraid to fail and be unloved at by a world who does not understand? Afraid to be ignored and talked about behind my back? .....
I am not afraid to say ,YES for all those reasons and many more I did make many things in life for others rather than myself .